Rev. Vanessa Titang

Tag: spirit

  • Present Liminal Moment

    Dearest one,
    Welcome to an in-between;
    Do not fear,
    It in itself is not a terrible place,
    It is but a liminal moment
    You find yourself in now,
    Breathe,
    This is but another moment,
    In a string of moments,
    In a space, perhaps more obvious
    By rite or occasion,
    That makes this moment obvious;
    You may quake in the face of uncertainty,
    Of “what comes next?”,
    Or “what does one do next?”
    Again, breathe,
    This is but a moment
    After you have come through so many,
    And this too shall pass,
    This is all part of your individual journey,
    At this stage,
    Perhaps you are more aware,
    awake,
    woke;
    Be present,
    Here and now,
    One moment,
    One step,
    One breath at a time,
    Birth your new being through
    This liminal moment;
    In this present,
    May you find assurance,
    Stability,
    And be steadfast in your confidence
    In Spirit of life and love that too
    Shines forth light,
    To illuminate even
    Your darkest spaces
    With starlight.

    May it be so;
    Blessed be.

  • Fair

    Fair

    *A poem/reflection written in prayer on the challenge someone I know currently faces battling cancer.

    There is nothing fair
    About any of this,
    Of children
    That of which we are
    Left to fend for themselves,
    There is nothing fair about there being
    An unknown
    That is always shrouded in mystery;
    Without answers
    I can try to comfort you
    And try I will,
    I ask that you only take from it what you need,
    Here is what I believe:
    There is nothing “fair”
    About the suffering you endure
    And it is not an act of spite,
    By the Divine;
    The Divine
    —A spirit so grand and yet still seeing your lifetime in its uniqueness
    For the first time;
    Spirit, an entity timeless
    And endless
    Thus, always in flux;
    Knows even metamorphoses involve mutation,
    At levels, we can not perceive;
    The cosmos are so great and complex, and yet their workings are also part of and shaped by the microscopic;
    Spirit may stir the workings,
    Yet pain is but
    A byproduct,
    unintended,
    This we may never rightly understand;
    Breathe, dear one,
    It is not fair,
    Nor is it your fault,
    In this moment, I can do nothing to absolve your hurting,
    But I can be present
    With you,
    for you,
    Holding you in this temporal comfort of embrace,
    I can also say nothing,
    For words are meaningless,
    Being explained to one in a crucible;
    As much as I can
    I hold your pain
    In my heart
    In exchange with my love,
    Love that is also an unending
    Blessed gift of the Divine,
    always,
    And for all;

    And still damnit No,
    This
    is not fair.

  • Prayer for Remembering Self Love

    Prayer for Remembering Self Love

    May we give ourselves
    The peace,
    The space,
    The tenderness,
    The love,
    The grace,
    We often willingly share with another;
    Spirit provides
    For those who do so,
    Also for oneself;
    Forget not the child within,
    Under layers
    Of time,
    The one closest to your heart,
    The one so close we often can not recognize them;
    Slow,
    To feel the beat,
    the love radiated,
    This love you have grown,
    For yourself, too

  • Infinitely Creating

    Spirit is love
    Spirit is All,
    All is Love.

    Everything happens for reasons
    All of which
    We cannot see
    cannot understand,
    cannot comprehend,
    Within the event.

    This
    is infinite creation,
    Everything is in flux;
    Spirit is never “done”.

    Spirit is change;
    Spirit is creativity;
    Spirit is balancing infinite infinities,

    But first Spirit is Love
    And thus creates;
    Creates, grows, and balances creation,
    Infinitely.

  • SPIRIT is LOVE: Visiting My Process Theology

    SPIRIT is LOVE: Visiting My Process Theology

    February 6th, 2023

    My theology is of

    Panentheism
    ” (“all in God”, from the Greek πᾶν, pân, ‘all’, ἐν, en, ‘in’ and Θεός, Theós, ‘God’)[1] is the belief that the divine intersects every part of the universe and also extends beyond space and time. ” (https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Panentheism)

    *SPIRIT/God[ess]/Olorun/Allah/YHWH… (different names/ “languages”, but all the same ultimate source in reference, perceived from different angles of the same divine prism).
    –Here I will refer to as “SPIRIT”

    SPIRIT…
    *… is love
    *…is a force/energy and entity
    *…is creativity/creation
    *…is change
    *…is in all, and all the universe is inside, and yet there is still more SPIRIT outside of this, in infinite capacity
    *… loves ALL creation
    *…is omnibenevolent
    *… is omnipresent (in all and around all), but NOT omnipotent in the way most assume:
    As a good parent, SPIRIT cares for but also gives free will and room for their children to be independent and find the residual and unending presence of SPIRIT within themselves. This is imperfect in action on the part of the child, but that is perfect and was meant to be. All that comes to pass is a learning moment, not for when SPIRIT is gone, but for when WE lose our way to SPIRIT. That separation is where what we know as “evil” may take seed, and unlearned from and unrecognized can take over. That too is a lesson, once we can WAKE to it and seek again the TRUTH of an unconditional, selfless, universal LOVE.)

    *SPIRIT LOVES.

    *THE MEANING, PURPOSE, AND FUEL OF EXISTENCE IS LOVE.

    1 John 4:16
    “So we have known and believe the love that God has for us.

    God is love, and those who abide in love abide in God, and God abides in them.”

  • Chimes

    2.1.2023

    I hear the windchimes
    The wind it calls
    Reminds it is not lifeless
    But imbued with life itself
    Breath
    And breathing ancestors
    Still
    Chimes are their song
    Listen
    And know
    It is sung for you.

  • Bruxism (A Prayer for Hard Times)

    There is tension in my body;

    teeth are set on edge,

    This is how my body holds stress,

    carrying this heavy weight,

    That I’m not even aware of

    Until I feel it manifest:

    This pressure;

    Unrecognized burdens

    Are weighing

    And wearing

    Down bone and sinew,

    And I have nothing

    but

    to pray,

    Soul laid bare,

    My spirit needing release

    A vent for so much pressure,

    I am at times forgetful of this force in and around

    That thus allows me space for relief,

    Spirit!

    Here I lay down this weight,

    This anxious mind,

    Into your enveloping grace.

  • Prayer

    Prayer

    Original mixed media collage.

  • The Stream

    The Stream

    Spirit,
    A stream, a river,  a flowing body,
    That is what you are,
    And we each are droplets,
    In the course,
    Are bubbling,  babbling,  over the path forward,
    No awareness of our destination,
    Or how we’ll make it
    Through,
    But we are here,
    And flowing,
    In and of,
    Made of,
    Because of
    You
    This our path,
    Destination unknown,
    Are safe and secure by unseen borders,
    Flowing,
    Splashing,
    Going,
    Always moving forward,
    On,
    Marked by shifts,
    Waves,  torrents,
    Boulders,  rocks,
    And
    On we flow

  • Prayer for an Angry Soul

    Prayer for an Angry Soul

    Angry soul
    may your poison be released,
    Let go,
    May peace wash over and soothe the aching,
    May the burning anguish in your core
    Be made cool,
    May pains in your heart be calmed
    Immerse your being in the safe still waters of peace,
    “Comfort me!” you cry,
    To open loving spirit
    May your anger subside.